What was I thinking

Last night while Ben was at YM, I took the boys to run around town with me. I was going to have the girls today and wanted to get some things done without them. The Oaks girls are having a girls night out once a month and this month we are having a tea party. There for, I had to go find a hat and gloves. I wanted to get it done and so I left in a hurry and forgot Jaegans shoes. We headed to Target and found a couple of cute hats, but when we didn't look at the toys Boston had a melt down. Jae also started to loose it. It was pretty late and they should have been in bed. So I bought a hat and headed to the mall to look for gloves. Again, Jae had no shoes so I am carrying him and Boston likes to step in each tile. So we are moving slowly. Anyways to make a long story short. Jae runs away and I cant find him. Freaks me out, Boston is crying, I find a cuter hat and so we have to take the others back to Target. I make a deal with the boys that if they hang in there for a few more minutes, I will get them a treat on the way home. So the only treat that I can think of, that you don't have to get out of the car for is Ice Cream cones. So we stop by Arctic Circle because they have mini kiddie cones. Well, they hand me giant ice cream cones. Boston actually did fine with his, I had to stop once and lick the sides. Jae on the other hand did not do so well. So now I have sticky tiered boys. So I make them one more deal, that if they stay awake til we get home, they can get in the bath tub. So we pull in the garage at 9:30 singing to keep them awake. Get them in the tub, and then finally to bed. They both crashed.
I don't know why I think the way I think. But I hope that the boys will remember our crazy times and just love their crazy mom.
Just a side note, I got a call on the way home, saying the girls are not coming today. So I could have just went today.